Saturday, June 9, 2012

Hello Prologue...

"Ideally a book would have no order to it, and the reader would have to discover his own.

  -Mark Twain   "


My love for books is unconditional:) but of course, it never overcomes my love for family of course. This year marks myself as an official adult by the age of 18:) Yeah, everyone probably thought this would be the highlight of their lives and the moment they've waited for. To me? It's both a yes and a no. Yes, I've always wondered what It's like to be in a new studying environment, without having to lean on your parents on everything. The studies that marks your career! Wow, finally I'm approaching slowly towards Literature~ And yes, 18 also means freedom. I don't crave from freedom yet I've always been curious. Ohh the resistance holds me and I hope it holds me strong enough. Temptation is very cruel.. I grew up in a surrounding of girls. It's a challenge!! Abstinence that is but I always tell myself to love myself. Don't know if that's working but you never know till the temptation reaches you and it has yet reaches me. And No, for I still miss the days of sitting with my legs folded on my chair. Wearing the heavy school uniform in blue and white. Readjusting my pin-up nametag. Staring in fascination at my worn out sneakers. Writing sappy love stories that never seem to reach an ending. You can't buy those moments. It just accumulates in your mind like a box full of untidy polaroid photos.
  Currently chuckling at myself and wondering where I get to be so inspired today that my post is oh so literary~ haha truth be told I'm not always seldom am this way. This Monday is the start of my first class as a TESL student.  I pray to Allah that everything works well and I'm going to enjoy it. It's a bummer that our seniors will be leaving. I've always liked a senior-junior relationship. Me being the junior of course. I guess some things just don't go as you imagined it.

Aku harap-harap la kelas Isnin ni b'jalan lancar. Aku excited betul nak masuk kelas tapi takut sangat nak tengok aku dapat kelas mana.Please not D~~ Please not D~~ Haih dah lama aku tak update blog aku. Harap lepas ni active la blog aku.

I'm currently addicted to vintage and K-Indie all because of my Issa 초딩 Wan Nuriza . 옥상 달빛을 완전 좋다아아아아아아아~~~ 내가 노래를 들려줄게~ 휴~~
their song '선물할게' from the album '서러' is my ultimate theme song now~


will listen more of them and update:)
ㅇㅋ~