I'm tired..Just tired..

I'm tired of being scared.

I don't want things to happen like it did but it did.

I freaking love what I lost.

I don't want it to happen but it did.

I'm trying to forget it happened as it is and let it go.

I worked my ass to get it and now it's gone but what's there to do. It happened.

I know you have a lot to say but just cut to the chase.

Although I never took even one cent of your money, I don't even know which part did you help with me earning what I had and how it has anything to do with you but it just does.

And yeah, It's my fault.

But, I'm just tired. Tired of being scared and paranoid and tired of waiting everyday to reach it's end. I just want everyone to forget about it and not talk about it because I know what they're gonna say. I'm not that clueless.

Just. Stop.