...Just....

This past week is really hard for me.

The only thing that kept me going was the thought of going back next week so that hopefully by the time I'm back next time everyone would just. FORGET.

I'm too weak now. I can only pray to God. I hope you give me strength to go through this.

I'm not feeling happy about what I did.

Of course not, what makes you think that.

But do you think If I wear a frown, it would make a difference to what happened?

Do you think I feel nothing about what happened?

Either way, you're just gonna say something about it.

Just............ too much........